Delusions . / ►Friday, September 17, 2010 @ 9:40 PM
Current life now is like this little spot lights . From far , they look like hearts . But when you get closer , you'd realise they're delusions . Yes , delusions . Delusions are what i'm currently seeing . Cheez , i wonder what im thinking about . People say that i am not in the right state of mind . WHAT HAPPENED TO ME ? I can't continue going on like this , I know . I doubtknow i wouldn't be able to survive through this hell .
Alrights . Sorry ayyyeee D: , If I haven't been posting lately . I keep coming back late these days . I just don't know what on earth I'm doing in schoool . EOY's coming . So is stress . Anyone know what to do ? Making a revision timetable just doesn't help . People are like nagging at me . Oh puh-lease , like i hadn't had enough lately. pfffffffffffffft . Studies are like going through my mind faster than the speed of light . I seriously gotta buck up man . I've been putting ridiculous answers in my tests . Doing the wrong questions for homework . Forgetting things that I'm supposed to bring . And most importantly , I keep losing things . The day before , I lost my keys . Yesterday , I lost my fav blue pen . Today , I lost my earpiece . DAMN , why am i so freaking careless ?
And what's the use of friends when all they give you is nothing but trouble ? I had enough alrights . Life would be easier for me to live if you hadn't went around spreading rumours . It's over already man . Which part of that don't ya understand ? And I had to spend my precious time clearing up your mess . I'm getting more and more impatient with you already . And oh by the way , i lost my trust in you . You'd probably realised we stopped talking already . Dream on alrights , for me to give you back my trust . Although people keep saying that everything's possible , THERE IS NO WAY I CAN TRUST YOU EVER AGAIN . unless something's real wrong with me . hahh . alrights . gotta go . i needa revise for tomorrrow's oral exam . cheeez .
Bye .
CHARLENE
Alrights . Sorry ayyyeee D: , If I haven't been posting lately . I keep coming back late these days . I just don't know what on earth I'm doing in schoool . EOY's coming . So is stress . Anyone know what to do ? Making a revision timetable just doesn't help . People are like nagging at me . Oh puh-lease , like i hadn't had enough lately. pfffffffffffffft . Studies are like going through my mind faster than the speed of light . I seriously gotta buck up man . I've been putting ridiculous answers in my tests . Doing the wrong questions for homework . Forgetting things that I'm supposed to bring . And most importantly , I keep losing things . The day before , I lost my keys . Yesterday , I lost my fav blue pen . Today , I lost my earpiece . DAMN , why am i so freaking careless ?
And what's the use of friends when all they give you is nothing but trouble ? I had enough alrights . Life would be easier for me to live if you hadn't went around spreading rumours . It's over already man . Which part of that don't ya understand ? And I had to spend my precious time clearing up your mess . I'm getting more and more impatient with you already . And oh by the way , i lost my trust in you . You'd probably realised we stopped talking already . Dream on alrights , for me to give you back my trust . Although people keep saying that everything's possible , THERE IS NO WAY I CAN TRUST YOU EVER AGAIN . unless something's real wrong with me . hahh . alrights . gotta go . i needa revise for tomorrrow's oral exam . cheeez .
Bye .
CHARLENE
