Take me away.

byebye holidays , hello school . / ►Sunday, June 27, 2010 @ 8:26 PM

HOLIDAYS gonna be over .
Yes , indeed sad .
I understand why my seniors treasure their holidays much .
New timetable's out . NOOOOOOO !
And here's a suprise , i haven't finish my holiday homework yet .
I know I know , Fantastic . LOL .
I left 15 English vocab words and erm , 2 compo ?
I english compo 1 mother tongue compo .
And i just passed by Atiqah's blog and saw it .
aww so sweet . LOVE YA TOO , LAUGHING MATE .
Okays , Gotta go and rush out my homeworks .
bye !
CHARLENE

Canberra Leadershape Programme Pictures / ►Thursday, June 24, 2010 @ 10:16 PM

Canberra Leadershape Programme Pictures . LATE !
byebye .

HOT. FUDGE. SUNDAE! / ►Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 9:17 AM

I AM IN LOVE WITH HOT FUDGE SUNDAE !

/ ►Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 9:42 PM

they took this .

hahahaha . im tired to post yeahh . so anything text me . or MSN me if you can catch me going online .
BYEBYE !
CHARLENE

I was too careless today .. / ►Tuesday, June 15, 2010 @ 8:16 PM

i miss it loads manx .

Picture of my earpiece taken with my webcam .

I LOST MY PRECIOUS EARPIECE .
Gonna take my other earpiece from Casandra soon when we meet up . sorry .
Haha . Went to accompany my mom to the doctors' in the morning .
After that went out with Sara . But had lunch with Bianca , Atiqah first .
I realised left $1.40 on the tray @ MacDonalds .
The after we departed with Atiqah & Bianca , We went to Long John Silver .
Sara wanted to eat . Haha . She gave a notebook . Took a picture of it .
Will upload next time or when i remember to ? Hahas .
After Sara ate her lunch , We went to popular 'cause i needed to buy somethings .
Then went to this shop where i bought for Casandra her chicken necklace .
Then went to photocopy English worksheets which i never got .
Went to Library to do somework . Didn't even finish much can ?
Haha . They guys sitting next to us were damn irritating lahh . Talking craps .
But funny though . haha . Kaka just texted me say she is having chicken wings .
Then departed around 3 plus ? Went home and here i am !
And ohh , the next upcoming week I'll be busy yeahh . Sorry yeapp ?
Here's what i have for the remaining days of the holidays .
16 June - Coucil meeting - Induction .
17 June - Cleaning of Council room .
18 June - Council meeting .
21 June - Council meeting & Class bonding .
22 June - Training of Facilitators ( Canberra Leadershape Programme )
23 June - Canberra Leadershape Programme ( Actual event )
24 June - Art Course (With Atiqah , Anis , Bianca , Hidayah )
25 June - Art Course (With Atiqah , Anis , Bianca , Hidayah )
SCHOOL START .
see ! tada ! erm , weekends are days i do my homework .
I don't know how long i won't be posting 'cause after next week school start le .
So yeah , till i post again .
toodles , friends !
CHARLENE
TEMPORARY HIATUS

/ ►Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 6:42 PM

Nice song huh ? haha .
okays . byebye .

you don't make sense . / ►Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 2:21 PM

please lahh , who was the idiot who was two-timing first ? you right ? then you dare to come and scold people who hasn't done anything wrong ? i didn't do it and i know it best myself . i couldn't have done it and not known it right ? so it doesn't make sense . i don't even think you know what you're doing . you haven't even known the real him can ?! as i friend , i warned you . now that you're hurt . NOT MY FAULT .

back to post now . damn bloody fed up about things . wished i could quit . i wish i wasn't so committed .
MY FRIEND , was someone i don't recognise now .
MY FIREND , IS now a stuck up bitch who has all the things she wants .
MY FRIEND , now is approaching me with an attitude like as if i owe her a living .
MY FRIEND , is so successful and clever that she probably cannot see me when she looks down .
you are my friend . and i am beginning to hate you .

/ ►Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 10:03 PM

Backk to post yeahh ?
Erm , this post gotta be short 'cause i'm tired !
I will be back to post up pictures tomorrow . BYE !
CHARLENE :D

i decided to be cheerful . / ►Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 6:46 PM

Helloooooooo !
I'm back from going out with Casandra !
Erm , in the morning went to visit grandmother .
Visit until 1 plus . (oops ! late for meeting with casandra ! )
Went back home , changed and left home .
Rushed to meet Casandra @ KFC, northpoint .
Then we lunched @ KFC :D
Casandra nonsense la she . hehs !
After lunch , we went to popular ?
I bought earphones and she bought pens .
Lucky she 'cause there was a promotion .
The earphones , were buy 1 get 1 free .
So we bought the same earphones , same colour .
Love it loads manx .
After that went to mac , and slacked .
Casandra jammed her new earphones .
i fixed it for her :D ate ice ceam and left mac .
We went shopping after that , well not really .
We went to Minitoons and then gift a name .
here and there and then back to minitoons .
Before going back to minitoons again ,
i bought her a necklace , which chicken on it .
Cute lor . hehs . she is wearing that on wednesday .
then went back to minitoons to buy my handphone strap .
then we seperated and left for home .
Now , byebye .
will post tomorrow !
CHARLENE :D

/ ►Sunday, June 6, 2010 @ 12:29 PM

somehow , it's the end .

-charlene

i will miss you ♥ / ► @ 1:59 AM

sorry if this post is long . no choice yeahh ?

I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE .

you left without a word .

you left without meeting me .

you left without giving me your number .

you left without a warning .

you left without doing so many things with me .

i'm sorry , i lost my thumbdrive which has our very very first conversations together . not that i didn't treasure that thumbdrive , i don't even know why i lost it . back to you . your last word to me was on 23/5/2010 4:47:43 PM . and what did you sayy ? :

yes , that was the last thing you said to me . what were you talking about ? we were talking about that brother in law question that casandra asked . i apologised for her because a certain someone saw it . i really didn't mind you not spending enough time with me , those times we had together were memorable . and nothing can replace you . no even your twin if you have one . now i ask myself , should that day cease to exist ? or should it still exist ? because if it exists , i won't know when is the day it will end .

I remember in a conversation with you . You were starting to cut your hand . i found out . i said ' guys can shed blood but not tears ' you really didn't have to shed blood literally you know . couldn't you have at least said your last words before leaving us first ? why didn't you give us warnings ? it ain't a joking matter . i don't even know what happened to you . i just got news you died . 9 days ago , we both were people chatting like no one's busines . you were strong , still you needed someone to talk to . i miss those times you shared your problems about your relationship with her with me . it's been so long , boy . so long ever snce you ever shared your problems .

haish . i carried on the later part of this post in my private blog @ http://sweetbittersymphony.onsugar.com/ . if you guys really wanna see it . i don't mind . just make sure you guys have an onsugar account . byebye .

private secret : i know the picture sucks , i just am not in the mood . understand aye ?

Saya sangat rindu kan kau ! / ►Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 12:57 PM

Back from BATAM ! :D

took loads of pictures manx :D

People who have the photos , please please please upload :D

here's what happened during batam :D

DAY ONE .

Reached school , Bianca never wait for me -.-

left for Batam , took the ferry and reached Batam .

Walked to hotel , left our belongings there except for water bottle .

Went to school to conduct english package ( SMP N 30 )

Saifullah was our group leader yeahh :D

I took class XIII2 , dammn fun can ?! :D

Group memebers were YuXuan , PinCong & Rahim .

Finished EL package , took photos with class .

And left for High elements .

Reached the place , then started to rain . like yay !

Blah blah blah . Went back to hotel , got the arrangement for the rooms .

Changed , then went back down to go and prepare to go out for dinner .

Finished dinner , went back hotel , did reflection and night night .

PICTURE FOR DAY ONE . [♥]

DAY TWO .

Woke up , had breakfast .

Then left for the schools . went to the same school , same class .

Went through the remaining of english package .

Finish english package already , still had 2 hours .

Played ice breakers . taught them some new words too !

Finished le , we tried learning their names .

They also tried learning our names .

then after finishing learning their names , we left .

SADS . tried high elements and left for scavenger hunt .

we slacked a lot . and halfway through , we bought drinks .

hehes . then went back to hotel to change and prepare for cultural night .

went to Kartini 2 for cutural night .

After everything was over , we took pictures .

Went back for hotel , did reflection .

After went to sleep .

PICTURE FOR DAY TWO .

DAY THREE .

We woke up at 6.30am(batam time) ,

when we were supposed to report at 6.45 am .

if yuxuan didn't call us ,

we would have still been sleeping until idk what time .

Washed up and left for breakfast .

then had reflection . took a group photo .

Left for shopping . went back late . hehe .

debrief , left for singapore .

PICTURE FOR DAY THREE .

went to macs and waited for Farisah sis .

And byebye . :D

Labels: i will miss batam .

The History Behind Me

I'm Charlene Ng Yu Ling . Born on 03/October/199 . Am a mixed chinese-malay too . I love cutestuff and music too :DD I stalk and explore around , and i look beyond things too . Which just simply means I think too much ;D I so don't love being alone . And i too don't love being lonely . In case you don't know , being alone and being lonely are two different things .