I don't want your excuses . You think you can fix it . but what you're fixing is just your source of entertainment . What you don't know is that my heart is breaking into tiny pieces when i just realised it . How would you have reacted when i did it to you . Just 2 days . you didn't even put in any effort and wow , you achieved it . I TRIED FOR FREAKING 2 MONTHS . and i am nowhere halfway towards where you are . SO WHAT IF THERE IS A BARRIER ? even if you want to help , you're supposed to help lift the barrier , not to create more space between us .

to you :

my world came crashing down ever since you appeared . but afterall , you;re my friend and i love you for it but what can i do if that really ever happens ? its not your decision , not your choice . i indeed cannot interfere in the choices that other people make . but you yourself should know very much . what i've been yearning so much for is now yours but not mines . of course imagine how i feel . i hope you do understand . you do know why my emotions are running wild . i really did trusted you . i just really didn't expect this from you . i am still not prepared for the unexpected . i really wanna the good old times back . dont you ? and on , for thosse who is guessing who i am talking about , its not what you think .

BYE BYE .
CHARLENE .

I don't want your excuses . You think you can fix it . but what you're fixing is just your source of entertainment . What you don't know is that my heart is breaking into tiny pieces when i just realised it . How would you have reacted when i did it to you . Just 2 days . you didn't even put in any effort and wow , you achieved it . I TRIED FOR FREAKING 2 MONTHS . and i am nowhere halfway towards where you are . SO WHAT IF THERE IS A BARRIER ? even if you want to help , you're supposed to help lift the barrier , not to create more space between us .

to you :

my world came crashing down ever since you appeared . but afterall , you;re my friend and i love you for it but what can i do if that really ever happens ? its not your decision , not your choice . i indeed cannot interfere in the choices that other people make . but you yourself should know very much . what i've been yearning so much for is now yours but not mines . of course imagine how i feel . i hope you do understand . you do know why my emotions are running wild . i really did trusted you . i just really didn't expect this from you . i am still not prepared for the unexpected . i really wanna the good old times back . dont you ? and on , for thosse who is guessing who i am talking about , its not what you think .

BYE BYE .
CHARLENE .