I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE .

you left without a word .

you left without meeting me .

you left without giving me your number .

you left without a warning .

you left without doing so many things with me .

i'm sorry , i lost my thumbdrive which has our very very first conversations together . not that i didn't treasure that thumbdrive , i don't even know why i lost it . back to you . your last word to me was on 23/5/2010 4:47:43 PM . and what did you sayy ? :

yes , that was the last thing you said to me . what were you talking about ? we were talking about that brother in law question that casandra asked . i apologised for her because a certain someone saw it . i really didn't mind you not spending enough time with me , those times we had together were memorable . and nothing can replace you . no even your twin if you have one . now i ask myself , should that day cease to exist ? or should it still exist ? because if it exists , i won't know when is the day it will end .

I remember in a conversation with you . You were starting to cut your hand . i found out . i said ' guys can shed blood but not tears ' you really didn't have to shed blood literally you know . couldn't you have at least said your last words before leaving us first ? why didn't you give us warnings ? it ain't a joking matter . i don't even know what happened to you . i just got news you died . 9 days ago , we both were people chatting like no one's busines . you were strong , still you needed someone to talk to . i miss those times you shared your problems about your relationship with her with me . it's been so long , boy . so long ever snce you ever shared your problems .

haish . i carried on the later part of this post in my private blog  @ http://sweetbittersymphony.onsugar.com/ . if you guys really wanna see it . i don't mind . just make sure you guys have an onsugar account . byebye .

I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE .

you left without a word .

you left without meeting me .

you left without giving me your number .

you left without a warning .

you left without doing so many things with me .

i'm sorry , i lost my thumbdrive which has our very very first conversations together . not that i didn't treasure that thumbdrive , i don't even know why i lost it . back to you . your last word to me was on 23/5/2010 4:47:43 PM . and what did you sayy ? :

yes , that was the last thing you said to me . what were you talking about ? we were talking about that brother in law question that casandra asked . i apologised for her because a certain someone saw it . i really didn't mind you not spending enough time with me , those times we had together were memorable . and nothing can replace you . no even your twin if you have one . now i ask myself , should that day cease to exist ? or should it still exist ? because if it exists , i won't know when is the day it will end .

I remember in a conversation with you . You were starting to cut your hand . i found out . i said ' guys can shed blood but not tears ' you really didn't have to shed blood literally you know . couldn't you have at least said your last words before leaving us first ? why didn't you give us warnings ? it ain't a joking matter . i don't even know what happened to you . i just got news you died . 9 days ago , we both were people chatting like no one's busines . you were strong , still you needed someone to talk to . i miss those times you shared your problems about your relationship with her with me . it's been so long , boy . so long ever snce you ever shared your problems .

haish . i carried on the later part of this post in my private blog  @ http://sweetbittersymphony.onsugar.com/ . if you guys really wanna see it . i don't mind . just make sure you guys have an onsugar account . byebye .